New Years With Nerds

If there’s anything I’ve noticed over the years it’s that true nerds are a different species. I suppose you could classify my boyfriend as a nerd, however, he has the social skills that most stereotypical nerds lack. I, of course, use the term ‘nerd’ endearingly. I adore many of the people who run in my boyfriend’s nerd gang. They’re beautiful souls, but we just don’t mesh.

I’m always reminded of this when I hang out with a lot of his friends at once. To give you an example of what it feels like when I’m with his group, imagine that you’re a middle class, white human living in New York, New York. All of as sudden, you’ve been transported to the heart of Mexico, and now you’re the minority. Sure, some people speak English, but pretend you’re in a city where their knowledge of English is bare minimum. See what I mean? I feel like I’m stuck with people who don’t speak my language, and no matter how hard I try, I will never be able to speak theirs. Sure, we know a few words, and we may have some similar values, but, the core of who we are is so different that we’ll never be able to figure each other out…unless one person becomes fluent in the other’s language.

For me, I’ve always struggled in the learning department. I’m not smart, and I will never claim to be knowledgeable in anything important. (Now, pop culture, that’s a different story). So, image me sitting at a table trying to insert myself into a conversation my man’s friends are having about nuclear energy and biomechanics. I’m lost. All I can do is say, “uh huh,” or “interesting.” Sometimes, I ask questions to try and better understand what they’re talking about, but half the time I can’t even remember what they were saying. I feel like I need a dictionary for every other word that comes out of their mouth.

Even when they’re drunk, they’re smarter than I am. They can play variations of chess and still win. (I’ve never played chess or checkers in my life. I tried to learn a few times as a kid and failed…miserably). What’s even worse is when they bring out the “fun” card games. Like ‘Smart Ass,’ for example. This game is all about reading clues from a card and trying to guess the person, place, or thing before everyone else does. And, you guessed it. When we played, I came in last. My brain just doesn’t operate on their level. It’s hard explaining the fact that I have a learning disability to a group of highly intelligent people who’ve never had an issue with comprehending information in their life, let alone people who have literally been made fun of for being able to comprehend said information so quickly and thoroughly.

I love that every soul on this Earth is different and unique, and I embrace other people’s cool. I was the weird kid growing up (and I still am), so I know what it’s like to not feel like you fit in or think that everyone around you doesn’t get you. I know what it’s like to have interests in things that other people don’t. I look forward to all of the different comments and perspectives that I receive from writing this blog (that’s one of the main reasons why I continue posting). So, ladies and gentlemen, my message is clear. Do you, and don’t forget to let your freak flag fly.

Granny Smith – over and out

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12 thoughts on “New Years With Nerds

  1. Sometimes I feel this way, lol. Except my husband doesn’t have a lot of “nerd friends” who are on his level of computer genius, so he’s “come down” to my level enough times to explain it to other people, and at least I’m familiar with the terms, even though I don’t have any idea what he’s talking about 😉 I love it about him, though!

  2. I sooo understand you ! I have this issue too, and it comes to a point where, even tho they don’t mean it, they leave you out of the conversation and you end up looking at your phone. I remember one time I googled something they were talking about, and just when I was ready to say something they already changed the subject.

  3. Why wait to learn a language buy an electronic pocket translate. I loved Mexico. The Baja peninsula. I love your example it appears you try to see through the eyes of others and very courteous.

  4. I was a classic nerd, growing up, but there wasn’t a group of nerds that I could fit in with. I was smart, (guess I still am), and very musical, playing several instruments. So, I grew up outside any group, and now I’m single, so I don’t have to worry about fitting into someone else’s group.

  5. Hey, we don’t have to be renaissance people. Why do we need to be good at everything? You’re good at writing, why do you also need to be good at chess and engineering to be considered smart? Cut yourself some slack.

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